Do you know what bothers me?
Why do I have such a problem with my balance? Is this forever? Is the nerve damage to my foot permanent? I'd like to be able to walk....I tripped and fell into Lake Superior and I tripped Tuesday while watering my tomatoes and doused myself with water. What if I fall down the steps?
Every time I cough I wonder if I am getting worse. Sometimes I get a 'funny' feeling in my left chest area, what does that mean?
Will I be able to have tomatoes and flowers next year?
What will the winter be like?
What if I can't get my lymphatic system working?
Are the chemo pills helping? I guess my next blood test will tell.
I think about cancer every day.....I am aware of it.....I don't fret about it....it's just there.....a fact of life I am not happy about.
Thanks for modern medicine and friends who don't leave me behind.