Thoughts On Thursday

That's what I do when I can't sleep....I think.

This summer hasn't been much of a summer, it's 1/2 over and doesn't even feel like it arrived yet. But I am not complaining. I just enjoy seeing the sun, oh, I suppose I could say I haven't seen much of that either, but why complain???? It 'ain't gonna' change a thing. I am glad that it hasn't been hot and humid.....that would make it unbearable for me to wear a hat or turban. I can barely stand my fine, thin hair when it's sticky out. Sunny and mid 60's - 70's is perfect for me. I don't have any fun plans for the remainder of the summer so what will be, will be.

I have a perpetual runny nose (grandson J says it's better than a stuffy nose - he could be right), my eyes water a lot and are often stuck together when I wake up in the morning, and I have a sore on my tongue; all possibly from the chemo. These are minor problems that I can easily deal with. My stomach feels pretty good in the morning, but as the day goes on the 'ickyness' sets in. I don't quite understand that, but it seems that I eat when I don't feel quite right...no wonder I eat so much. 

I am happy that when I am feeling better I can do many of the things that I want to.....a lot slower, but it makes me feel good when I accomplish something. I am always tired. Ideally I'd take an afternoon nap but I am not good at that, instead I go to bed early......I didn't say I go to sleep...just to bed.

I dreamt about my mom last night.....and I never do otherwise. I was out of town and had called mom, she was crying but wouldn't admit anything was wrong (she'd do that) so I had to tell my sister to call her b/c she lived nearby. End of dream. Hmmm...

Thanks for stopping by....it's almost the weekend...not that has any special meaning for me....but you might have plans.