Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Mere words cannot explain

It is 2:43 AM on Tuesday morning as I sit in this hospital bed and try to cry , the tears won't come . I tried to sleep , sleep won't come . I tried to pray , I don't know what to say . Yesterday I found out the cancer is in my bones , liver , lungs , breast.
 Later today I'm having a bone scan and they also removing fluid from around my lungs . My blood was too thin for the second procedure so doctor recommended stay overnight in the hospital and get some  plasma.
 Right now I'm on the second bag of plasma and I hope that is all I need . Ive had blood drawn twice and will also have INR checked determine if I need more plasma .
 I'm not the only one has embarked on an unwanted journey , but this is mine and I have to keep track of it.
 I'll write more when I can, thanks for staying with me.

27 comments:

  1. *insert swear words* I don't know what to say.

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  2. I read this and the one previous. I have no words to express, to comfort or encourage. We love you.
    Deb

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  3. praying, and sending hugs, and love your way.

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  4. I am listening to your words and wish I could offer you more comfort. Hugs.

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  5. Your two recent blogs are like viewing your soul. Thank you for sharing. Prayers continue to ascend, positive thoughts sent your way, yours and Kevin's.

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  6. I just posted this morning that my prayer list is really long! I will add your name and pray for you EVERY day! Sending HUGS and PRAYERS your way!

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  7. I also am listening! Sending you a HUGE HUG!!!
    warmly,
    deb

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  8. Linda, I feel like the wind was just knocked out of me... I can't even think how you feel, I don't know what to say , other than you'll be in my prayers and thoughts. Please know you are loved by many. Hugs to you and yours, xoxo,Susie

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  9. I truly don't know what to say to you other than God never grants us more than we can handle. If God brought you to it, He will take you through it. His will be done! One of my favorite sayings, " I can do ALL things thru Christ!"

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  10. My prayers are with you and Kev.

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  11. I prayed for you this morning - and now I read this.
    What a difficult time for you. Praying for good doctors
    with lots of wisdom. Asking for extra strength for you which
    is "beyond our understanding". ((HUGS))

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  12. Linda, I continue to lift you in prayer. I'm trusting God to be with you in the days ahead and to put people in place that can love on you and minister to your every need.

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  13. Linda, I continue to lift you in prayer. I'm trusting God to be with you in the days ahead and to put people in place that can love on you and minister to your every need.

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  14. My prayers and positive vibes are with you.

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  15. Still praying for you Linda.

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  16. Linda, I stumbled onto your blog today for the first time. I read your words and my heart ached for you. Please know that I am now and will continue praying for you. God loves you.

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  17. prayers for healing miracles! Prayers for God's mercy to comfort you. I send My thoughts and positive energy to let you know you are not alone.

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  18. Bless you!
    Prayers for you and your family.
    Remember to Believe.
    xo monica

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  19. Hi linda, deb sent blogger friends your way. I know too mnany people with cancer right now. I will add you to my prayers and I'll be back to check on you sookn. ((((Hugs))))
    Vivian

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  20. Prayers for healing and for traveling this journey gloriously. I heard about you through Garage Sale Gal and had to come and lend my support.

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  21. My fellow chocaholic, I've been searching for a blog like yours and was directed by the good Lord to come here tonight. I am praying for your comfort, that all goes well with the procedures, and that you will find the peace you are looking for. I will stop by again in the morning to check on you. take care...;jk

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  22. You will be in my prayers. I am a 11 year cancer survivor. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. My biggest fear is of it returning. Take it one day at a time and leave it with God. Take care.

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  23. You will be in my prayers. I am a 11 year cancer survivor. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. My biggest fear is of it returning. Take it one day at a time and leave it with God. Take care.

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  24. Dearest Linda, I found your blog via Deb from Garage Sale Gal. You don't know me and I don't know you, but we know the precious Heavenly Father who is the Great Physician. Please know that you will be in my prayers during this difficult time. May you find strength and comfort in the arms of our dear Lord.

    When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. -Isaiah 43:2

    Much love and sweet hugs to you! Stephanie-The Enchanting Rose

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  25. Linda,I know I am just words in the ether. Your true friends are there to support you in whatever this journey has to dish out. But I to am here. You are amazing. As one who follows your blog I wish I could hug you cry with you and for you in person but instead I do it here. I hope you can find your peace and strength knowing you are loved and admired.
    Lois

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  26. You should ask about proton therapy.
    http://protons.com/?gclid=CjwKEAiAmNW2BRDL4KqS3vmqgUESJABiiwDTJPgLO9HiOWFopuzulR8a_uk-Eg10N2l8xUnFvjAGABoCfVbw_wcB
    It is amazing for many people. Loma Linda University Medical Center provides info on it, one of the most amazing hospitals around. I know it is offered all over now. Worth looking in to as can't hurt! I pray for you.

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