.......you (I) realize that it's never going to be over. My mindset is that of "I've had the chemo, surgery, radiation.....so now the cancer is gone". The cancer MAY be gone...but I still have repercussions. I admit, I feel REALLY good! I'm soooo thankful!!! I'm finally enjoying retirement.
I bought these capris to wear to our Red Ht hawaiian luau in July, but they were so comfy nd looked good so I decided that is perfectly respectable outfit to wear. I would never have worn this when I was 30 pounds heavier.....but I like to be unique. (my mom called me thoroughbred)
OK, I know I'll always have the CHF (congestive heart failure)...sounds scary, huh? Does to me too, but it is under control nd as long as I follow my diet nd take my meds I'm not concerned. I'm NOT one to worry.
Two months go I noticed some changes in my right breast (swelling, red, burning). I finally had the chance to talk to my surgeon nd she recommended physical therapy. PT you're wondering??? I was too. The problem is blocked lymph nodes, nd the spot needs to be 'massaged' to get the fluid moving to other nodes. The condition is called peau d'orange breast edema. Most people get in in their rms....but, of course, I get it elsewhere. I'm doing it at home nd have 3 or 4 sessions left with the therapist.
Yesterday I had my dexa scan, the call just came this morning from the nurse today stating that I have osteopenia (thinning of the bones possibly from the chemo). My primary doctor is not here anymore so I have an appointment with physicians assistant coming up...will
call her later today nd she what she wants to do. Nope, I guess it never ends. I was just thinking that I was going to try to get off my antidepressant b/c I m feeling so good....but I'm not sure now. These 2 new side effects................
I'm usually pretty upbeat & will continue to keep that mindset. When I think back about last year I wonder how I did it. about all I can remember is being sooo tired & not wanting to et. Somehow I got through it nd here I m just as silly as ever!!!!
Nope, it will never be over.
Some people have more medical problems nd some have less, I'll deal with what I have.
Thanks for stopping by!!!!
You are a fighter and you will fight this too. I haven't been through what you're going through. I don't know that I'd be as strong as you, but I pray that I would hold with faith and hope and the tenacity that you have. You look great! I need to lose 30 pounds. I'd prefer 50, but 30 would help me.
ReplyDeleteLinda, You are woman, I hear you roar...you are way stronger than you ever knew. Yes, I know it just seems to always be something that needs attending or a doctor's care....crap , getting old even sucks. But hey we are alive and we have people who love us and friends and God love us no end. I am sending you the biggest hug ever. xoxo,Susie
ReplyDeleteLinda...I almost forgot...you look fabulous in those capris.xox,Susie
ReplyDeleteThose 30 pounds sure make you look like a model. Love your look and the capris. You are a fighter,,,and your attitude makes all of us better. Thanks for always sharing honestly and with joy. Love you.
ReplyDeleteYou look awesome pretty lady! Keep up the positive attitude...you are an inspiration!
ReplyDeleteYou look gorgeous and those capris were made for you!!! I admire your positive attitude!
ReplyDeleteThis is still a new journey for you. It is always something for me and has been for a long time. All we can do is keep on keeping on!
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You look great! Like for me too, there is always 'something'. But people like us(you too Deb), we can't just give up. We get knocked down, brush ourselves off, and continue living. You have to make the best of it...all the time.
ReplyDeleteDefinitely keep wearing that outfit, you look fantastic in it! You look fantastic to begin with, but that outfit looks so great on you.
ReplyDeleteI applaud your positive attitude and your diligence with taking good care of yourself! I totally understand how having health issues can get you down some days, too. Those "bad" days are allowed, we are after all, only human.
You are amazing. Ditto what Rosie said.
ReplyDeleteYou are always so upbeat and positive, Linda. I applaud you! I'm sorry you are having to deal with the clogged lymph nodes. The lymphatic massage does work well though. If you're doing well on your antidepressant, I wouldn't come off of it. I think doctors recommend you wean off slowly though if you do decide to do it. I've never been on one before so I don't really know but just be careful and don't stop cold turkey. We wouldn't want you becoming manic! Thanks for always being real and making me laugh. Love you my pink sister.
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