Friday, October 14, 2016

Dear Lord....

I hate cancer and what it has done to my body and life!!!
Last night I was sooooo upset....
I am battling with feelings  of helplessness, loneliness, incompetence, invisibleness, etc. Last night I just wanted to throw things.  I am better today, but not over it. I hate being helpless and having to ask people, I barely go anywhere, where's my life?, I have a hard time walking, I am much weaker than I used to be. I know I shouldn't complain - so many people have it so much worse - most days I can deal with it. I really try not to complain much, it doesn't do any good. 
I know I can look up Bible verses and probably should do so.
I am thankful to the people that say I look good, that's a positive I can hold on to.
I am not sure what to pray, but YOU do! Dear Lord.....


  1. Saying a prayer for you today!

  2. Linda I continue to pray for you daily. I am sorry that this is happening, truly. Can you manage to either sit outside and listen to nature or sit by a window and enjoy God's creation?

  3. Linda- Oh- How I know what you are going through...not firsthand but from watching my hubby struggle since his cancer diagnosis. He is SO exhausted all the time (and cranky might I add). I feel badly for him but all I can do is pray for him....and I am doing the same for you---praying for the strength for you to get through the day and that you get stronger day by day. xo Diana

  4. Linda, You are in my prayers each day. I would hold you if I were there. Some times we need human contact...hugs. Talking, laughing, or just sitting together. Sending love to you my dear friend. Blessings be from God, love, xoxo, Susie

  5. I am so sorry...You are in my prayers!!!
    Sending a huge HUG!!

  6. Sometimes you just have to let others pray FOR you!!!
    Love and prayers - from one Linda to another.

  7. I don't know what to say, sometimes the power of prayer works. I will get right on that MORE. If you ever just want to talk to someone and get it out, call me. I may not always say the right things, but I am a good listener. ((HUGS))

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