,We had another granddaughter visit on Sunday. This is Kevin's daughter's daughter.
As I'm laying here trying to fall asleep (Monday night in bed), I had a brainstorm, sort of. Anyway I'm thinking about the first time I had chemo, where I was already to fight, I wasn't scared , everything was going great. But I started way ahead that time, I felt fantastic. This time I am rundown already, I'm out of energy before I even start. This time I have to crawl out of my hole and I am not making any headway. I keep losing weight.
Monday I felt a little better, I slept a little later. But it was a busy day. My pastor came over for a short visit, and then a couple of friends came over later for a visit. So after that I was tired and I took a short nap. visitors are good I feel good when I see them, but I do get tired. I HATE THIS CANCER. I hate feeling like I don't care about anything. I was sad and wanted to cry.....no tears. I read a book with some heartbreaking parts.....no tears.
Monday after Kevin got home from work we talked for hours.....we've never talked that much. I was talked out!
Once again I thank everyone for believing in me....for your prayers.
Oh Linda, I am so sorry. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to try to fight when you are so tired. I pray that the Lord will provide you with the strenght you need when you need it the most. Praying for a complete healing.
ReplyDeleteBlessings and Hugs, Vicky
Linda, we are all praying for you and will continue. Today, I'm asking God to give you the perfect amount of strength you need to get through the day. He is faithful. Keep holding on and just live in the moment :)
ReplyDeleteLinda, I pray you get the strength you will need each day. Hold on to your faith. It can be your armor. Love you, blessings, xoxo,Susie
ReplyDeleteStopping by to check on you. I've read where Robin Roberts (the ABC Good Morning America woman) described feeling like you're feeling, when she went through treatment. May God give you strength.
ReplyDeleteLinda sending up prayers for you and praying for strength to help you in healing every day. Looks like you have had lots of visitors lately.
ReplyDeleteDonna
Oh Linda....I Hate Cancer too...I hope you rec'd a little something in the mail from me!
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deb
I hate Cancer too:( I pray that today will be a good day and that you will find some energy to put up a big 'ole fight! You can do it, I believe in you! PRAYING each and every day for you my friend, HUGS!
ReplyDeleteHugs and prayers! Thinking of you as you are about to head out for your treatment on this rainy day.
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